Round about the experience listening to music
Music is important, music is life to me. When driving with my car, I'm always listening to high volume 'weird' music which I do enjoy. It is just such a personal thing to listen to your favorite songs while doing anything. It makes everything more fun and time flies by like that.
I would say I'm not the typical guy listening to Charts or like that. I'm more attracted to the sad or dark songs which I can easily empathize with. Life is a journey and not always fun, and at those moments I like to listen to this special kind of music.
My idea is to release every week a song which concerned me this week. This is going to be a lit playlist, and I would be confident that every person on this planet would enjoy at least one or more songs from this playlist.
For fun purpose, I'll add some custom anecdotes to my favorite music songs.
Don't be shy and give them a try. Spotify required!
[NEW] Info/Changes in this rubricAs time has been passing fast this year, the structure of this rubric slightly changed.
First, there was posted only a song. Then occasionally I've added some short text to the song or a current thought to it. Started on week 14 I would say.
And now the goal is to release a song with which I feel comfortable to describe my week, how it was going or my current vibe during was with some current thoughts or goals in form of short sentences.
In this world you can be a creator or a consumer. Go home after work and watch TV, Netflix or play computer games. I'm the person to create content for others. If my content is THAT interesting I don't know, but it builds confidence in web development. Also, my writing skills improve and I like to reflect what happened when and similar things.
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Week 1 - 2025 | HIGHJACK
Week 2 - 2025 | Juice WRLD - Cuffed
Week 3 - 2025 | Me and the Devil
Week 4 - 2025 | Love and Hate
Week 5 - 2025 | Don't be scared
Week 6 - 2025 | No type
Week 7 - 2025 | El Gigante De Hierro
In my personal Instagram timeline this sound is simply hilarious. It is used by columbian drug cartels. Don't you become the feeling to leave everything and everyone behind you and join a drug cartel? I don't know what's wrong with YOU but I get a strong feeling to do exactly that. In the long run it's probably not a 'smart' idea to join a drug cartel but in the end you only live once so why not YOLO?!
To me it is appealing to trash everything you built up your whole life just to enjoy a few brief moments in total happiness and live the ‚good‘ life for a short period of time.
Week 8 - 2025 | Celo & Abdi - BESUCHSTAG
Maybe in the near future I'll be in the position to tell a few anecdotes to this song how close or how far away I was from prison in one time in my life. TLDR: Life is fucked up but I guess this time I'm responsible for the fuck up but we will see how it goes. Can't go into too much details at this point but interesting times in the near future are guaranteed. ;)
Week 9 - 2025 | Ruf nicht an
Week 10 - 2025 | Anxiety
One day I'm gonna beat you up stupid crippling anxiety. Until that day I'm gonna listen to this song.
Week 11 - 2025 | Klangkarussell - Das Karussell dreht sich
Got some time available? Wanna fall in total trance? Want to zoot yourself into another dimension? No worries I got you covered! This banger track never gets old. Just feel the melody. Feel the vibes. THIS is music to get lost in.
Week 12 – 2025 | Change (In the House of Flies)
Week 13 - 2025 | Dead Batteries
Week 14 - 2025 | Ritalin
Ritalin is an interesting drug by choice. Makes you 100% more focused and gives you just the right push to do the things you want to do. Have to experiment with it a little bit more to see if it could become a everyday thing. I like having focus but being 'high' all the time doesn't seem to be the right choice somehow.
Week 15 - 2025 | Highest in the room
Week 16 - 2025 | R.I.P
Week 17 - 2025 | That Just Isn't Empirically Possible
And once again I mention the $uicideboy$ as my music taste. As far as it seems the iconic duo is in recovery and has become sober so far from their heavy drug use. Maybe that's a path I should be following as well. :-)
Week 18 - 2025 | Fuck Love
Life is cooked. But I guess it cooks us all from time to time. Some more than others. Feeling a bit cooked too much at the moment. Let's see if the coming weeks are becoming better.
Week 19 - 2025 | Danny Trejo
Next week. Still feeling cooked like the week before. Maybe better times are in sight but who know's for sure? Keep eyes wide open. I must create more content, maybe some ritalin would help to achieve that. Let's see what we can do about that.
Week 20 - 2025 | Depression & Obsession
Still feeling a bit depressed and even more cooked. Life seems a bit difficult at times. Will I be able to repair myself enough to get back on track?
Week 21 - 2025 | Poor thing
Headache. Difficult times build difficult men. Finding answers to the most difficult questions since '94.
Week 22 - 2025 | cocaine shawty
Time for another banger song this week. The feelz are strong with this one. Maybe next week I'll see through the fog in life.
Week 23 - 2025 | We are the people
Week 24 - 2025 | california world
Week 25 - 2025 | You know you're right
Current main goal in life: Get a permanent Ritalin/Medikinet prescription from a doctor. My field testing with it looked very promising. Productivity rises for at least 100% in my opinion. You have more energy/thrill to sit for hours and hours in front of a screen and slash onto your keyboard and create content or while at work be a more talented/smarter developer. This happens due to the fact that on this substance you can concentrate on only one thing and that for a extended period of time. You don't need as much sleep and with 4-5h rest and 1 pill deep into paradise you are fit for the day. Not recommended for beginners lol ;-)
Week 26 - 2025 | Egoist
New week new luck. Life is good sometimes. SOMETIMES. Lets see what life has in it sleeves.
Week 27 - 2025 | Come as you are
'... and I swear that I don't have a gun'. No, really I do not have a gun but anyways it would be cool to own one I guess, haha xD
Have an important appointment which could change my current view at life a bit more. Won't go in too much details but I'm sure I'll write about it how it went in the near future.
Nonetheless I think currently about that sobriety sucks hard. Life is just so mundane. Gotta chase the thrill in life again. Gotta feel alive again.
It is always hard to see through fog in life and how long bad episodes will last. I think I'm a very spiritual person and currently I think I’m not progressing with life. Just getting older without any meaningful connections.
It’s time for some adventures again. In what form they are going to be I’m not sure at this moment but I’ll keep you people posted.
Week 28 - 2025 | Yeah
Still feeling bored from life. Getting older is lame. Wanna stay young. Feel way to old right now. Gotta try something which people would advice me against to do. Can't really perform good on low adrenaline tasks. Let's see if another crash down is incoming or if they are only happening in my head and are not even real. Gotta get a new cool tattoo, I'm not even sure if I really do want it but anyway I'm bored so I need a new one.
Week 29 - 2025 | Oh Darling
Time to get my shit together. No weekly new cringe content about how bad life is.
Still probably gonna release here some anecdotes about my life but if I want to tell longer stories I'm going to create blog articles. Those will have more context than just some random thoughts. I guess I'm just a highly emotional dude with some issues.
Will probably anyway release my song of the week to entertain people. This is important so that other people have an easy way of picking up new music. I LOVE music. And I often try to find new bangers, but it's not always that easy to find new music that you like. Therefore this rubric is going to stay for all the people in the world wide web who enjoy music as much as I do.